COCKROACHES REALLY SUCK! THEY SHOULD ALL PERISH AND DIE AND NEVER BE BROUGHT UP AGAIN!!!!!!! RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

I seriously want to use caps for the entire entry la. Tsk. -_- Ytd as i went home at night, a cockroach stood in my path. RIGHT IN THE CENTER! Wth. I was contemplating my next xourse of action. My phone was out of batt, and there's a possiblity the roach might touch me or fly around if i try to jump pass it. Zzzzz. Being desperate, i yelled for my mum n hoped that she's around. LUCKILY she was and came out to help me. BUT the damn roach ran off! YOU BIG FAT COWARD! COME FACE MY MUM IF YOU DARE!!! not me.

Y! Y din u come up with me! I wouldn't be so traumatised so.

When mum came home today, she spotted a nasty roach! N she covered it with an upturned plastic container. :s When she went to the window, she spotted some creepy stuff. N she asked me to look. I was like @#$#U*$^#@$@%# There were so many roaches underneath my block! SO DISGUSTING! It's like at 4th storey, u can see all the tiny brown stuff downstairs scurrying around, and everywhr u look, they are just.. There. Eeeeew. I get goosebumps whenever i think bout them. Some birds were there and they actually ate them up. I dunno to like them or feel disgusted by their actions. Thanks anw. Eat more, pls. Some roaches were flyig ard lor! No wonder some came inside the house! Urk! With that, i closed the window of hell. Yucks.

This paragrah is still about roaches. Roach actually. The caged roach named XQ. XQ was so smart. It tried to push open the container but failed since its so tiny n doesn have enuf strength. So, after awhile when i returned n checked on it, it was right in the middle, not moving, and lying upside down. IT ACTED DEAD. !@$#u*$^@#$!@#^#$*#$ ya right like i will let u out even if u were dead! u will jus end up as a corpse i tell u! stay in there n die of hunger! (actually i hope it will be disposed of soon.) Another thing which kinda upsetted me. My mum accidentally kicked the box n XQ ran away. !@%%(%&(R&^@#$%! I was horrified! It was a horror scene playing out. RIGHT IN THE VERY SAFE PREMISES OF YOUR OWN HOUSE! TERRIBLE! GAHHHHHH! Lucky it was caught b4 it went far. Tsk.

Seriously i haven felt so agitated in a long time. Something which actually made me think n feel. Recently i haven been using my brain so im like kinda "stand-less". I simply feel neutral to everyth. Prob due to fact that i haven been studyign for quite a long period, :s I feel slightly brain deaded. N lazy. Despite having many thoughts n opinions, i refused to blog. I felt lazy. Andthat kinda made me stupid. Cos i haven been thinking. I need to blog more often. I seriously feel like i dun have any stand or kowledge. Ask me qn n i will be stumped. In the past i used to reply with sarcasm. Now i can only ans the basic yes no maybe dunno. Eeek. I need to read. When is Dan Brown's book coming out?!?! Gah!

Come to think of it, if i see 1 while im driving, im bound to lose control n bang smth. -_- Im pretty sure i will be stunned for quite awhile n be able to do nth. Gah.

Damn the hot weather for causing the roaches to see daylight. Hide in your sewers n die! Stand in my path n all u face is death!

Labels: angst, DIE, zzz