Give me my 100%, damn! @_@

Life is a real learning experience, Sometimes i wonder where all these would lead us to? After the perfect picture is obtained, everything descends. It happens after every peak of cos.

What will we find in death? With all our hard earned experiences, will each of us find something different at the end of the tunnel?

Pardon me. I shd be slping n trying to recall what's in the btt book, but i feel as though i've attained Nirvana. But i will be able to do so, at least not now, sooooo just ignore me. I'm enlightened! :3

I found my locker key. But i suspect i might find emptiness inside due to the long overdued payment. o.o bad debt, tsk tsk..

I actually am very tempted to join him. Maybe this was what i was created to do after all.

Taking the first step is damnnnnnn hard, but it is crucial. Just by breaking that invisible barrier, it is possible to reforge kinship n feelings which were thought to be long lost.

Not with you thou; Our feelings were never lost in the first place.

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Tmr's BTT! But i cant start on driving even if i pass, so it's kinda pointless. I cant wait to show the world what a ZAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII driver i am! !@$#^I(%^&@$!@

Y! Y m i broke?! YYYYYYY! Hai, lazy to find work when there's only like less than 2 months to do so. x_X But im bored at home! Gahhhhhhhhh.

Grew more lines on my eye and i look damn damn damn old now la. Geez. Remedy?!?!

One day when i'm not lazy, i will probably pen down my full thoughts.

Even by double clicking, i'm making a pretty huge step there..

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Been unlucky recently. All these things had to happen after i quit my job. Otherwise i would be able to claim all these medical expenses n not worry about the $ i have left.

I've been diagnosed with urinary tract infection. Again. Hopefully it isnt bcos i din complete my antibiotics the last time round. Who would if that medicine caused them to empty their entire stomach? Lucky i recognised the symptoms and saw the dr early, otherwise i would have suffered from even more pain.

Ytd was horrible. I repeated the same mistake on thurs, and this time, the eyedrop given by the dr din help. I struggled for many hrs till i decided to tell mum n she brought me down to see the dr. Thank god it's so near. I had to force my eye in order to even see, but then again, it's sensitive to light so i couldn keep it open for long. I was practically blind. The dr helped wash my eye, and gave some medicine, but unfortunately i still struggled the entire night with the constant pain in both eyes. I couldn sleep, couldnt use the com, and could only lay in bed with a box of tissues and close my eyes. My eye kept tearing on its own n mucus kept coming out of my nose, i had headache, and i could only feel my way around the hse just to visit the toilet or the sink. Spent so much $ on the bills! Gah. Now i have like 7 diff medicine to take? Sheesh. Anw eyes feels better n less swollen, but dr still wrote a referral to an eye specialist. So, gonna go TTS now n hopefully i can go home immediately after.

Lemme come home with perfect vision b4 i start doing anyth else. Cant sms or use the com.

Din tell you this cos i know i would get scolded. Will settle myself b4 other things first.

Ewk the medicine tastes horrible.

See u soon. Hopefully. Ciaos.

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