Someone in my co got married at 19 n had a kid at 20. (Which is like, now for me?!) When his daughter grows up, they r so gonna be like siblings. Some colleagues were talking about this 成家立业 thing. "You need to have a family b4 u build yr career!" Cos of the cheng jia at the front. I honestly do not think it's the right interpretation?

Spent $115 @ billy bombers on sun. Need i say more? The only thing we missed out was the ice cream of the day ): Ah, there was only the 2 of us. T.T

I've already planned ahead! A period of time to stop working and take a break! If im able to have my child(ren), i will TRY n spend a few yrs at home n take care of the kid(s). Then when he/she/they grows and become slightly more independent, i will return to the workforce!!!!!!!!!

Finally crapped smth n handed in the draft for my assignment. TAT isnt ticking on my side now. (:

Too tired, lookign fwd to tmr. Nights. :)

-Growing up.. Tgt.

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I din realise that i have an outbreak of pimples until my mum told me. And whenever she tells me smth like that, it probably means tat that time of the month is arriving. Thou i seriously doubt it's that soon. Geez.

I realised that part time studying-cum-working is tough, thou it din feel that way. So busy and such. And i still haven touch my assignment! :O Apparently in my opinion, opening the file equates to doing it, regardless of changes, if any, that i've made. One day i will finish it. One day.

I received my first paycheck! Even thou i barely started.. I guess this will help me tide over the crisis till i create another bank acct.

This temp at work was stunned by the work im doing. He described me as 'everything coffee'. I guess he meant 3-in-1 or smth.. Another weirdo.. Reminds me of Pepsi..

After i started on the course, i can see all the efficiencies present in ex n current companies. Like, too much handling n wastage n such. Even thou i cant change their management, it still nags at me at the back of my head that there are so many other ways to reduce all these extras. Every little imperfection accumulates n incurs cost. I'm too affected by what i've learnt, forgive me.

At least the mist's been lifted, i feel better now. No doubts, no mixed feelings. Just a little unsettled.. But i found my trust again. Somehow, everytime after it's resolved, i feel the need to cry in order to purge it out of my system. Don't mind me.

I knew it isn't gonna be easy. But from what i'm getting, I couldn't ask for more. Except to take care of yourself since i am unable to be there all the time. Love yourself more. So that, it will lead to more love.

Unable to think clearly, so im stopping here. >_> I'm gonna be JIT for work tmr! Geez, i love that concept. (:

-Happy 1st.. ^-^

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Never once did i ever expect that i will start touching veggie. Or try getting rid of any bad habits i developed over the course of my life. Well, i started to see the benefits of it instead of the time consuming part. =x And of cos, the spiritual part as well. I'm not one who can express feelings and speak about stuff openly, but i guess you shd understand as well. cos we are one of a kind? >_>

Ah, just realised that thinking patterns humans are certainly complex. Especially ppl who try n predict how events will go. But things which can be avoided, should be avoided.

Now to recall, i feel damn awkward. :s

Recently there's so little time, i am unable to read my manga, check my mail, read blogs, blog, and talk to ppl. Oh, and to do my assignment. It's way pass the due date if the date hasn been pushed back, n now i have 1 week left. 2359 29 jun '08. nice teacher haha (: I shall start tmr tmr tmr..

Ah, rmb to write a testimonial for my previous company. And to read my manga when available.

Now to go for another date with my girl! :3

-Make it last..

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