Maybe i'm still too young for that. Wait, i take it back. I AM VERY YOUNG. But, i still have this weird mentality. Why, i wonder. Perhaps i should see a psychiatrist. Perhaps i enjoy being a chaser. How ironic, for this introvert that is me.

-Wasted youth..

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Suddenly feel like blogging. Like, ppl don't know exactly what i'm doing nowadays. Hmm.

Well, the only thing i'm glad about, is that i'm quite interested in this industry. Lucky me, having chanced upon this line of work i never knew existed in my shell. I've learnt alot, and have a better understanding of how to handle some ppl. Being in the worst place, my most hated department which i sworn from young that i'll nv ever step into, somehow made me stronger.

Now, i'm just doing a temp job which involves alot of administration (!@#) and dealing with customers (*&^%$#@!). Both of which, are the things i despise. From young, i knew that it doesn suit me.

I can feel that i've changed. In the past, i would rather work with objects. Now, i probably lost the interest for it. (Though not for computers :P) I think that it's probably my ego, one which lurks around in the deepest n darkest area of my consciousness, of wanting to be superior. (HAHA.) And thus i became a ppl person. As in object/ppl. But i'm still an introvert. I'm just shy.

Well, the thought which somehow nags at me at the back of my head, is the fact that im daring enuf to follow my instinct. More so than in the past. Can't blame it, i've made some extreme decisions in this tiny span of life.

Some agenda being calculated in my mind..

Forget it, when the time comes, i'm sure i will be able to handle anything that comes my way. What's more troublesome than some demanding customers?

-Yours truly

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This time of life is so weird. Like.. Stuck in between? Not a teenager, yet to be an adult. Geez. What a cranky feeling. Neither here nor there.

Course is starting in 2 weeks' time, so I'm gonna enjoy the last bit of life left. Dang, get this over n done with soon. Well, we shall see what happens next. MY GAMES!

$ issues. Outgoing exceeds incoming. Better secure my next job soon. :S


-I hate not being in control. Eek.

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